Thursday, November 25, 2004

tra la la

well good day mon petit poi

soooooooooooooo how ya all doing??
I wrote a kinda depressing story today.. almost a biographical story.. but not.
when i get it back from mrs Baughan etc I will post it duly.

tra la la.

aaaaaw, I miss my american. sooooooo much. its really quite sad.

i've noticed in myself that i've changed slightly. Now I know what your going to say- everyone changes, blah blah blahdy blah, but I don't think this is a hormonal thing or whatever. I've noticed myself become more introspective and melancholy.. sometimes. Usually when I've had some to drink or haven't had enough sleep, but I do it. I don't know why.

hmmm. not sure why I just wrote that.

ooooomg. I got an email from Gareth (close readers [or those canny with a archive list] will remember him) the other day. Totally out of the blue and totally one I never expected. It wasn't even a good email. It was some crap chain-mail type grotesquery. Maybe he clicked on my name in his address book by mistake, or maybe he didn't. It freaked me out a bit though.. But I did expect, if he were to everget back in touch, a proper email. At the least. Hopefully not a declaration of love (boy are Those scary) but just a friendly email. hmm, obviously not. But now I'm wondering- maybe I should send him a wee email, just to say Hi, how ya getting on, are you going back to university (thats a question that does really intrigue me...). But then again, maybe thats a bad idea.

I just don't know.

So, since I know nothing, I'm going to go back to drawing dresses and unloading the dishwasher. yes- at the same time. I'm a woman, I can multitask.

ooooooo the jokes about woman drivers.. some are funny.
Jonny's one cracked up my friend Gillian. woman are betterdrivers because they aren't in accidents- they just cause them.
ok not so funny written down. she was in hysterics.

Anyway. I really will leave now..

6 comments:

Zed0 said...

"aaaaaw, I miss my american. sooooooo much. its really quite sad."

Happy Thanksgiving by the way

Anonymous said...

Aaaww. What does coming over all melancholic feel like? I liked your story, but I didn't think it was really that sad. More whimsical I thought, but then, people see things from different points of views...

Sorry for being really really sexist, but I like how your summing up of tasks that your doing as a woman are dress making and dish washing... I say no more... :)

suz said...

woah- I assume i know mr anonymous.. but i'm not up to working out who you are (either Gordon, Jonty, LOu, Morven, Roz, Anne.. uhm who else read my story? hmm, thats all i can remember..)
well, It was depressing from my point of view because it is, in almost all of it, actually true. The person in it was me- but I did't want to admit that in the class or the story itself. Anyway, yeah from any other point of view it wouldn't be that depressing/sad etc..
I guess thats why I like creative writing, you can give of yourself, describe personal experiences (or close to..) but without telling anyone that its you.. Its a good medium.

Hmm.. what does melancholia feel like? I can't really describe it.. sadness.. uhm.. I guess its different for everyone.

Oh, and thanks, Zed0 for the Happy Thanksgiving! I need to make/ get Katie a birthday card, cos she's 17 on monday!!

suz said...

oh and ha ha ha.. yes ok so thats very stereotyped "female" duties.. but i had nothing else do and so what? I like making things.. so ha- at least i can.

Gordon Strachan said...

Sorry, Mr. Anonymous was me, somehow blogger.com made me post that way; I didn't notice the wrong box being ticked. Anyhoo, hmm, after that rather sexist remark, maybe a Burns floor spech wouldn't be such a bad idea...

yeah, right.

Lolly said...

Hello mon petite chaux :) Just continuing the french vegetable theme....

I likedyour story in Creative Writing and awwww Suzi! It was you!
You are really good at writing stories...you must teach me, I must produce something in Creative Writing. But anyhoo,WHAT! YOU CAN'T BE MELANCHOLIC! YOU ARE SUUUUZZZZZIII!

Suzi is crazy!

:( I hope you are ok!

And you will see your American friend soon and you still keep in touch.....

Lou xxxx