dahn-nah-naha

I was listening to James Blunt in the car earlier and I Love his songs. Literally.

Anyway, I thought thats since I really haven't updated in a while and I feel bad I would update today. Also, Mr Darge hasn't emailed me back about my dissertation yet, so I can't really do anything to that. But nevermind.

So, yeah, this has been an interesting two months, the end of March kinda sucked, since it was exactly a month since Nicky died the day after my Mum's birthday, and then Roz's next door neighbour was buried on the anniversary of Nick, and then it was Roz's birthday, which was tres cool, but the weirdest part was that I saw Gareth on the street on the monday, almost exactly a year since the last time I saw him. So that freaked me out. But I got my creative writing done and I've now given Nicky her story, its at her grave in poly wallets.

Uh.. Yeah, and the easter holidays were good, however, I once again managed to screw myself up royally. I did this last at New Years, and I repeated it at Easter. I think I should just not hang out with guys. I always get into weird situations. The thing is that I love my friends too much to not hang out with them, but then that gets me into trouble. Damn it.

Yeah and then I had a minor altercation with one of my best friends about a situation and that depressed me for a while, but we got it sorted and I think it actually helped. We are more honest, which I have to say, Rocks my Sock. (As Gordo would say.) So I guess all in all, its been a positive month...

Apart from, there are times when I feel invisible. (What? With that laugh? Impossible!) But I'm not always that loud/happy/whatever, so when I do come down I often sit on the edge. I really felt invisible at one point last night, but hey, its no big deal, I was out of the way. But whatever, I had a fun night.

Well, I've been to school today and done lots of drama and eaten crap instead of real food, so Its been a productive day. I'm now off to watch last weeks ER and clear my room. Toodle-pip.